Today had more up and downs that a damn rollercoaster. I fucking hate rollercoasters, by the way. It started out really good then got really bad then was ok then got bad then was great then mediocre and now I'm here.
Things from my past are coming back strong. I have a feeling I'm going to have to face them again and I'd rather step on a Lego than do that. But can I really keep moving forward without dealing with it? Keep the past in the past, right? Ugh, I don't know.
Someone told me what people used to call her and honestly it is upsetting me like no other. I don't even know why it's bothering me so much but it really is. She's so nice and caring and why would someone be mean like that?? It makes me so upset and mad. See, this is what I mean by caring too much about people sometimes. It shouldn't be affecting me but is. It always does.
I can't believe I finally cleaned my apartment. It looks amazing. I just hope it will stay this way for a while.
Oh, and someone is being Needy McNeederson. My "ex" won't stop texting me and I'm like "oh yea, this is definitely how friends act." Psh. She knows she fucked up. I will admit that she came back way quicker than I expected. I mean it hasn't even been a month yet. Oh well. I'm still keeping her at a distance. I don't want to play this game anymore, ya know.
Oh my gosh, Malcolm in the Middle is so freaking funny. What the heck, why have I never seen it until recently? Also, how the hell is Bryan Cranston the dad in this AND the dad in Breaking Bad haha?? He is two completely different characters in each, it's so weird. Cracks me up, though.
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